August 27th 2011
Diaries of a dream Queen

Ugh….I’m feeling so lazy this weekend..you know that sluggish mood you get when it’s “just one of those days?” Well, that’s just what it is for me..thought I’d come here this weekend and be all like “YESSSSS!!! I MADE IT!!! I’M GOING TO HOLLYWOOD!” (Okay this is not American Idol but I just figured I would have some good news to share; but the results haven’t come out as yet!!!! Lil too impatient huh? I guess…) Well, I can still tell you about the audition; I was very nervous but my fellow models and friends were all like “chill Doll, you’ll do great, you already are..” etc..aww!!! *sniff sniff* Think I’m going to need a Kleenex.

Anyway, the audition went pretty well! I’m being completely honest, despite the nerves, the judges were quite impressed, Okay let me not get my hopes all up only to be declined…so I’ll say the judges…uh… I’m blank but you get the point. I was strutting down the runway to Rihanna’s “Only girl in the world.” I didn’t own the runway like I usually do, I think I could have done much better, but I did fairly well and the judges seemed to like me. So I’m just waiting here….the clock’s ticking…SLOWLY THAT IS! I’m betting you know what that’s like. The days you want it to go slow, it just flies by, but the days when you need it to hurry up and be quick already, it takes its precious time. Like seriously clock? Can you like decide what you want to do, I’m getting impatient, smh. Oh well, I’ll just have to wait anyway. You can look out for the audition on “Da vibe”; that’s on Choice TV, Lime channel 39 and Karib Cable channel 50.

Right now..I’m in the office…just talking to you, and thinking of food. I’m extremely hungry but the sun is more or less scorching, okay I’m exaggerating but really I’m just too lazy to go at Super J’s this morning. *sigh* I wish you could just wish for food and it’d magically appear in front you…me and my imagination! Or if money grew on trees…or stones were dollar coins! Lol yeah…that’ll happen! (When Pigs fly…) This weekend I’m not pretty much myself..I’m just ‘idk’ I’m in one of my zones…

I would like to encourage all of our readers to email us: www.yomagazine.net or me: raeanthony_5@hotmail.com. You can share your various ideas with us; tell us what you want to see in the magazine! There are those who constantly tell me that they would like to be featured in the magazine, I have an idea that I’m going to share with Scady. Pretty soon, it just might be you in our Magazine! We’re always welcome to new ideas and suggestions. Those of you who have been adding me on Facebook (thanks to this column) Thanks you guys, those of you who are encouraging me, much appreciated! Those of you who are following me on Twitter and keeping my Timeline all exciting, thanks! Well, I’m off to the Supermarket because my belly is starting to make those silly little noises. Anyway, until next weekend, stay safe, stay beautiful! Always try to offer a word of encouragement to someone, and I don’t mean one word literally! “Lol.” Much love, Rae Anthony/ Barbii Doll.

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