October 22nd 2011
Diaries Of A Dream Queen

Hey guys! This weekend I came with nothing specific in mind so let’s see how that goes! There are times, I come here all excited ready to reveal the previous week’s activities to you but this week I got nothing, just like the Script’s “Nothing.” If you haven’t heard this song you need to go on YouTube and take a listen, trust me, when I say it’s worth it. I’m in love with music. Love is an understatement. It’s my every thing. I’m sure many people feel this way. I’ve been told I can sing and it’s just not my mom who said it! So I guess I’m in the safe bracket. “Lol.” Anyway, I’m going to start voice training lessons soon so I can start my own music. I have about four songs of my own which I think are pretty good, but after a while I’ll have to let someone listen to them so I can get a second opinion. I always write my music on my own, thank God I’m blessed with many talents. Writing, modeling and music…complete me. It’s my everything.

You know how people say I eat, breathe and do a certain thing? Well that’s just how I feel. Who knows? I just might be the next Rihanna or Nicki Minaj (haha! El oh el!) Some of you may be laughing, but hey, it’s great to live in your head at times. Sometimes I’m at home, I put on my headphones, turn my music really high, grab a hair brush and start pretending I’m this famous chick everyone knows. Gosh! I love these moments! They seem so real, until your mom/dad yells your name and tells you to come wash the dishes and you fall right back to earth again. And you get all pissed off and stuff, then two minutes later you forget all about it, until it happens again. Oh well, that’s just life huh? “Lol.” I’m hoping one day I get discovered, but till then I just can’t wait to start doing my voice training, so I can sing locally. Who knows? Maybe Trey Songz (Yes, I’m hoping he’ll come again) I got to interview him!!! I mean like talk to him one and one.

(Well for like 2 or 3 minutes) but who cares? I spoke to him!!!! “Eeeeeeeee!!!!!” Gosh, memories. That seemed so surreal. I have pictures of him and all. We were waiting for him and gosh there he came in this white V-neck and three-quarter shorts and gosh let me tell you something, I nearly fainted, but I couldn’t afford to do that because I HAD to speak to him (well interview, who cares it’s still speaking!! “Lol.” ) And omg Tremaine was sooo..gosh there are no words to describe this but yet still this was epic!!!

I also met John Legend’s band. We were with them more than half the night Trey was performing, and they were so cool! I have one of them on Fb!!! So who knows? I just might get discovered after all! Yeah, right, when pigs fly! Who knows? Maybe scientists will invent something for pigs to fly and my dreams might actually come true! Ha! Me and that imagination of mine. Oh well, I still have those precious memories in my head and they ain’t fading, even if I turn 80 and I’m in my rocking chair! Oh yeah, like I was saying, I got so distracted with those memories, “lol.” But maybe Trey might come back next year again and I’ll get discovered! So pray for some good luck to pass my way! I need that! “Lol.” Any way guys, have a great weekend. Much love, Rae Anthony/ Missy. (Some of you may have noticed I’ve changed my name. It’s not Barbii Doll anymore but Missy.) Bye now ya’ll! Much love! Smooocccchhiieesss!!!! “Rae” of Sunshine.

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